gravity is pointless
when you’re chewing on rocks
Physics are frivolous
when you’re head is crushed
and your dreams are dead
Your dick size won’t matter
when you’re rotting underground
so stop bullshitting and start acting
because nothing else matters
you are not my friend
but you are not my enemy
I am dislocated
I am alone
just pass me by
like I pass you
I don’t want your
pointless conversation
I don’t want your hangups
maybe I’m a prick
but I want to be left alone
so pass me by
like I pass you
and sell your thoughts
to someone who wants them
You were standing on the ledge
Of a very high mountain
And with a look of utter confidence
You jumped into nothingness
I wanted to join you
I wanted to save you
But instead I just stood there
About a week ago, I quit my job. Since then I’ve been trying to really get off my ass and promote my art. In the past few days I’ve sold two drawings, making a total of $12. This sum is probably pretty measly to most of you, but it’s more than I thought I could make off of my drawings, so I’m pretty happy about it. Also, Time is a Bastard has sold two copies. About 100 copies have been downloaded. It may not be much, but this shit is finally starting to kick off……
In other news, I think I’m going to add an art section to the site, and I’ll post some shit about my Ebay auctions when I’m less lazy.
awkward bones
losing hope
itching skin
drinking water
feeling cold
feeling damned
breaking promises
feeling guilt
let it rot
watch it burn
it’s all catharsis
it’s all worthless
It’s all demonic
It’s all dead air
When I was younger
I tried to experiement
With anal intercourse
I would stick random
Things up my ass
To see if I liked it:
Plungers, pens, fingers
I eventually determined
That I did not like
Things in my asshole
Not because it hurt
But because it made
Me feel like I had to shit
Which was unpleasant
The asian girl
Has little tits
And a grin on her face
We met at some bar
I don’t remember
The name of
And we’re both
Plastered
Out of our minds
As I take off
My pants
She tells me
“You have big dick!!”
I say I don’t
But she insists
A few minutes later
I stick it in,
We grind for a few,
And she fakes an orgasm
Or at least
I think it’s fake
It just seems unlikely
That I could really
Make a woman scream
With that much intensity
But maybe I’m wrong
Maybe she did
Have an orgasm
Maybe she had the
Biggest orgasm ever
And maybe my dick
Really is big
But I doubt it.
I just made this the other day, using some older footage I had. Let me know what you think, if you think anything.
Blurry vision
Fragmented thoughts
Caffienne shakes
Motorized growls
These things molest
My better judgement,
Bashing my head in
With a metal pipe
I’m sick and tired
And bitter and dead
I’m not very old
But I feel like I am
Every day drips together
I’m in constant Deja Vu
Always going crazy
Always bitching
Always full of shit
Always disappointing
Always on the verge
Always waiting for
Everything to change
